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    <title>The Irony of 10x</title>
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    <summary type="text">Agentic coding has been an exciting change to me over the last couple of months specifically. I&#39;ve been using AI tools for a few years now but something...</summary>
    <content type="html">&lt;h2 id=&#34;opener&#34;&gt;&lt;span class=&#34;heading-wear-glyph&#34;&gt;Opener&lt;/span&gt; &lt;a href=&#34;#opener&#34; class=&#34;heading-anchor&#34;&gt;#&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/h2&gt;&#xA;&lt;p&gt;Agentic coding has been an exciting change to me over the last couple of months&#xA;specifically. I&amp;rsquo;ve been using AI tools for a few years now but something really&#xA;shifted with Opus 4.5 as well as the tools/harnesses getting better and more&#xA;useful around the same time. I&amp;rsquo;ve been influenced by people like Simon Willison&#xA;and Steve Yegge who have been on the forefront of agentic coding and &lt;a href=&#34;https://simonwillison.net/2025/Oct/7/vibe-engineering/&#34;&gt;vibe&#xA;engineering&lt;/a&gt; since the&#xA;dawn of ChatGPT and in my small circles of work I&amp;rsquo;m definitely on the bloodiest&#xA;bleeding edge of the adoption of these practices. Are they the future? I don&amp;rsquo;t&#xA;know - I tried to maintain a skeptical posture but until the bubble pops it&amp;rsquo;s&#xA;looking like this is at least a direction the future of my line of work is&#xA;going.&lt;/p&gt;&#xA;&lt;div class=&#34;admonition danger&#34;&gt;&#xA;&lt;p class=&#34;admonition-title&#34;&gt;Danger&lt;/p&gt;&#xA;&lt;p&gt;The tough part is mixing the new world of agentic coding with&#xA;developers on wildly different points in the spectrum of adoption and maturity.&lt;/p&gt;&#xA;&lt;/div&gt;&#xA;&lt;p&gt;Here&amp;rsquo;s a short anecdote about what I mean&amp;hellip;&lt;/p&gt;&#xA;&lt;p&gt;In a new project that I&amp;rsquo;m on, I&amp;rsquo;ve refactored/reimplemented a lot of legacy&#xA;code, producing about 140k lines of code, configuration, and&#xA;docs in about 2 months. It&amp;rsquo;s an insane amount of &amp;ldquo;product&amp;rdquo; and I&amp;rsquo;ve done it&#xA;entirely with agents. But I didn&amp;rsquo;t do it with a handful of vanilla chat&#xA;sessions like &amp;ldquo;Hey Copilot, reimplement this API, no mistakes&amp;rdquo;. I&amp;rsquo;ve been building&#xA;out my own process for using LLMs effectively. I have no actual idea besides my&#xA;own experience if what I&amp;rsquo;m building is useful, but it feels pretty good -&#xA;agents for planning, building, reviewing, testing, etc. My &amp;ldquo;harness&amp;rdquo; includes&#xA;specialized agents and opinionated development workflows&#xA;to try to ensure that code is never one-shotted into production.&lt;/p&gt;&#xA;&lt;p&gt;The catch though is that I&amp;rsquo;m working with a handful of developers and they are not&#xA;early-adopters or aggressive experimenters with these new agentic tools. Most&#xA;of them are still in Steve Yegge&amp;rsquo;s stage 2 or 3 of AI coding as he&amp;rsquo;s outlined&#xA;&lt;a href=&#34;https://steve-yegge.medium.com/welcome-to-gas-town-4f25ee16dd04&#34;&gt;in this medium&#xA;article introducing&#xA;GasTown&lt;/a&gt;. They&#xA;open a chat session, and say yes or no to Opus. I&amp;rsquo;ve been in-between stages&#xA;6 and 7 for a while now - managing multiple agentic sessions that themselves&#xA;run specialized subagents primarily for context management, although I don&amp;rsquo;t&#xA;feel quite ready for full blown stage 8 (agents running agents running agents).&#xA;So this isn&amp;rsquo;t me saying that I&amp;rsquo;m&#xA;&amp;ldquo;better&amp;rdquo; than the guys I&amp;rsquo;m working with, just the project we&amp;rsquo;re on&#xA;together is now being touched by people on wildly different ends of the agentic&#xA;coding spectrum, and the project itself is an experiment to me of living in the &amp;ldquo;New World&amp;rdquo;.&lt;/p&gt;&#xA;&lt;p&gt;Finally the anecdote - I&amp;rsquo;m getting PRs from guys in stages 2 and 3,&#xA;thousands of lines of code and config, that I know they are not necessarily&#xA;experts in, but they&amp;rsquo;re producing that code with fairly vanilla practices. How&#xA;do I verify it? I know my own prompts, I know what agents generated my code, I know&#xA;the direction and prodding I gave as they&amp;rsquo;re building, but all&#xA;I know in a PR review from someone else is the diff - not how they tested it&#xA;(unless of course there&amp;rsquo;s tests, and there must be, but tests are only as good&#xA;as the tests are&amp;hellip;), not the steering they gave, not the manual UAT validation&#xA;they did, or even the full intent&amp;hellip; And ultimately I own the code they merge&#xA;because chances are I outlast their contract with the team. It&amp;rsquo;s &lt;a href=&#34;/kind/&#34; class=&#34;glossary-term&#34; title=&#34;kind - kubernetes in docker&#34; data-hover-title=&#34;kind&#34;&gt;kind&lt;/a&gt; of a&#xA;scary thing to review and accept&amp;hellip; do I trust my&#xA;agentic practices to validate their work? Cause I certainly don&amp;rsquo;t trust myself&#xA;to validate it perfectly.&lt;/p&gt;&#xA;&lt;div class=&#34;admonition note&#34;&gt;&#xA;&lt;p class=&#34;admonition-title&#34;&gt;a note about contractors&lt;/p&gt;&#xA;&lt;p&gt;I&amp;rsquo;m not implying anything about anyone who works contract, I think the facts is that contractors are typically dis-incentivized to really &amp;ldquo;own&amp;rdquo; something - an unfortunate consequence of the world.&lt;/p&gt;&#xA;&lt;/div&gt;&#xA;&lt;h2 id=&#34;this-is-about-me-not-everyone&#34;&gt;&lt;span class=&#34;heading-wear-glyph&#34;&gt;This is about me, not everyone&lt;/span&gt; &lt;a href=&#34;#this-is-about-me-not-everyone&#34; class=&#34;heading-anchor&#34;&gt;#&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/h2&gt;&#xA;&lt;p&gt;I want to make sure to reiterate the context of this post and my thoughts -&#xA;it&amp;rsquo;s really about me. I&amp;rsquo;m not saying anything here is true for anyone else, I&amp;rsquo;m&#xA;not making predictions about tomorrow, and I&amp;rsquo;m not a prominent FOSS developer or a&#xA;high-profile ex-FAANG engineer. I&amp;rsquo;m not talking about every project under the sun.&#xA;I work at a big company, not a fast-paced startup. I work on internal tooling,&#xA;nothing that should even be seen outside our network. I&amp;rsquo;m also a self-taught&#xA;developer, not a trained software engineer.&lt;/p&gt;&#xA;&lt;p&gt;As far as AI goes, lately I&amp;rsquo;m mostly all in on Github Copilot&#xA;CLI with a sprinkling of Opencode. I&amp;rsquo;m not using Claude Code or Codex which&#xA;seem to have their own communities around plugins and usage.&lt;/p&gt;&#xA;&lt;p&gt;And since we&amp;rsquo;re so focused on me right now, the important thing to keep as the&#xA;backdrop for this post is my temperament and make-up. I&amp;rsquo;m definitely made a&#xA;certain kind of way, not different than every single person necessarily, but&#xA;different enough, from enough people, to not blend in with the 9-5 guy who can&#xA;log out and not think about work until the morning (I&amp;rsquo;m not saying that&amp;rsquo;s a&#xA;strength either, my boundary problems are for another time).&lt;/p&gt;&#xA;&lt;p&gt;I feel an aggressive burden to solve problems and own those solutions, call it&#xA;white-knighting or a savior complex if you want, but I&amp;rsquo;ve got enough of a&#xA;reputation at Caterpillar now (and anywhere else I&amp;rsquo;ve worked) to become a go-to&#xA;person for more than I think is necessarily appropriate. And with that burden&#xA;I&amp;rsquo;ll bring results - if a problem hooks into my brain it. will. be. solved. I&#xA;probably won&amp;rsquo;t do the best most clean-code solution right out of the gate, but&#xA;I&amp;rsquo;ll do whatever I can to find a solution.&lt;/p&gt;&#xA;&lt;h2 id=&#34;who-i-was-before-agents&#34;&gt;&lt;span class=&#34;heading-wear-glyph&#34;&gt;Who I was before agents&lt;/span&gt; &lt;a href=&#34;#who-i-was-before-agents&#34; class=&#34;heading-anchor&#34;&gt;#&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/h2&gt;&#xA;&lt;p&gt;That is who I was before agents made code easy to produce. My first boss at&#xA;Caterpillar used the phrase &amp;ldquo;tenacious learner&amp;rdquo; to describe me in several&#xA;reviews. I kind of rejected the description because I basically refused to&#xA;believe that I was really any different, any harder of a worker, than my peers.&lt;/p&gt;&#xA;&lt;p&gt;But with almost a decade of experience in the corporate world, and some adult&#xA;perspective on my life, I think it&amp;rsquo;s accurate&amp;hellip; I am a harder worker, to my&#xA;detriment sometimes, than a fair number of people I&amp;rsquo;ve worked with**.&lt;/p&gt;&#xA;&lt;p&gt;I&amp;rsquo;m not brilliant but I can focus for a long time in the right circumstances.&#xA;The gift of perseverance (or the curse of not being able to let something go,&#xA;depending on how you look at it) has led to blessing in my life in both reward&#xA;and skill.&lt;/p&gt;&#xA;&lt;div class=&#34;admonition note&#34;&gt;&#xA;&lt;p class=&#34;admonition-title&#34;&gt;\*\*&lt;/p&gt;&#xA;&lt;p&gt;There&amp;rsquo;s nothing wrong with it either, Cat&amp;rsquo;s somewhat noticed that work in my EOY reviews and I&amp;rsquo;m certainly not against &amp;ldquo;just doing your job&amp;rdquo;.&lt;/p&gt;&#xA;&lt;/div&gt;&#xA;&lt;p&gt;And then AI came along and with another set of the right circumstances&#xA;catalyzed a new way to work.&lt;/p&gt;&#xA;&lt;h2 id=&#34;leaning-into-agentic-engineering&#34;&gt;&lt;span class=&#34;heading-wear-glyph&#34;&gt;Leaning into “Agentic Engineering”&lt;/span&gt; &lt;a href=&#34;#leaning-into-agentic-engineering&#34; class=&#34;heading-anchor&#34;&gt;#&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/h2&gt;&#xA;&lt;p&gt;I jumped onto experimenting with AI coding tools as soon as they became&#xA;available, but mostly I just tried vibe coding rather than using tools for real&#xA;engineering work. I vibed up an API at one of my jobs that went into production&#xA;way too early, with far too little validation, and it was scary to support it&#xA;from then on out. I also did the meme, vibe-coded a TODO app, and threw that&#xA;puppy into the internet without locking down my API endpoints&amp;hellip; That was&#xA;before agents were quite as useful as they can be&#xA;now, but that experience along with a handful of other stepping stones (like&#xA;learning some real actual fundamentals about security) began to&#xA;give me confidence in using the AI as a tool, like my IDE is a tool, for&#xA;producing &lt;strong&gt;solutions&lt;/strong&gt; that take the form of code.&lt;/p&gt;&#xA;&lt;div class=&#34;admonition note&#34;&gt;&#xA;&lt;p class=&#34;admonition-title&#34;&gt;Note&lt;/p&gt;&#xA;&lt;p&gt;As one-shot apps got better and better, and as I learned about scoping work&#xA;more appropriately for agentic tools my confidence in them grew.&lt;/p&gt;&#xA;&lt;/div&gt;&#xA;&lt;p&gt;There&amp;rsquo;s quite a difference between &amp;ldquo;Claude make me a todo app, no mistakes&amp;rdquo; and&#xA;scoping out a solution in natural language, with some technical guardrails, and&#xA;having agents tackle the implementation methodically.&lt;/p&gt;&#xA;&lt;h2 id=&#34;what-actually-changed&#34;&gt;&lt;span class=&#34;heading-wear-glyph&#34;&gt;What actually changed&lt;/span&gt; &lt;a href=&#34;#what-actually-changed&#34; class=&#34;heading-anchor&#34;&gt;#&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/h2&gt;&#xA;&lt;p&gt;What&amp;rsquo;s actually changed for me is quite a lot&amp;hellip; I haven&amp;rsquo;t opened my IDE to&#xA;seriously write code for months now. I&amp;rsquo;ve oscillated between Opencode and&#xA;Copilot CLI, leaning moreso into Copilot since it&amp;rsquo;s an approved tool at work&#xA;and as of mid-February is quite good. Mentally I&amp;rsquo;m approaching problems with a&#xA;little more thought on the front-end than before because prior to agents I&#xA;would think as I implemented. At the scale of work that I do, this was really&#xA;fine - working on CLI utilities to solve simple problems, developing an&#xA;iterative testing cycle for each problem that allowed me to move fast, and once&#xA;I found a groove I was cooking. But now I don&amp;rsquo;t even need to find it, I open&#xA;Opencode or Copilot CLI with my Planner agent, describe what I want to happen and have&#xA;Opus or GPT scope out a plan for me. Usually there&amp;rsquo;s some back and forth on&#xA;feature scoping, then I review a markdown file it produces, and once it looks&#xA;decent enough to me I say &amp;ldquo;go&amp;rdquo; and it goes.&lt;/p&gt;&#xA;&lt;p&gt;That works a lot better than I even care to admit because at the same time as&#xA;I&amp;rsquo;ve been leaning harder into agents, I&amp;rsquo;ve been building my own harness of&#xA;sorts - not a replacement for Copilot CLI or a competitor to Opencode, but&#xA;moreso an opinionated workflow spine that I force agents into to give strict&#xA;gates to the SDLC (software development lifecycle).&lt;/p&gt;&#xA;&lt;div class=&#34;admonition warning&#34;&gt;&#xA;&lt;p class=&#34;admonition-title&#34;&gt;Problem Solving Workflows&lt;/p&gt;&#xA;&lt;p&gt;Plan and implement is fine for a lot of things, and I do think it&amp;rsquo;s only getting better. My harness,&#xA;mentioned a few times around here before, called Nexus, is a set of agents and&#xA;rules that I want the code I&amp;rsquo;ll be responsible for to go through before it&#xA;lands in production. That cycle isn&amp;rsquo;t too complex, and there&amp;rsquo;s only about&#xA;10,000 similar tools to Nexus on Github trending right now. I&amp;rsquo;ve thought about dropping my idea and picking up&#xA;something more popular, like&#xA;&lt;a href=&#34;https://www.github.com/obra/superpowers&#34;&gt;superpowers&lt;/a&gt; but at the moment I&amp;rsquo;m&#xA;continuing to develop on and lean into my own idea here.&lt;/p&gt;&#xA;&lt;/div&gt;&#xA;&lt;div class=&#34;admonition note&#34;&gt;&#xA;&lt;p class=&#34;admonition-title&#34;&gt;Mini post on Nexus&lt;/p&gt;&#xA;&lt;p&gt;I keep saying a blog post is coming, but the high level of Nexus is that it&amp;rsquo;s a task&#xA;tracker with a CLI that agents use to advance a ticket through a plan -&amp;gt; build&#xA;-&amp;gt; test -&amp;gt; review -&amp;gt; verify -&amp;gt; merge lifecycle that is almost exactly how I&#xA;would otherwise have solved a problem by hand. I think it needs work, I need to&#xA;be harder on TDD methodlogies with agents, and work on verification gating a&#xA;bit more (shoutout to &lt;a href=&#34;https://github.com/simonw/showboat&#34;&gt;showboat&lt;/a&gt; by Simon&#xA;Willison) but overall it&amp;rsquo;s a system of thinking that I already participate in&#xA;so I&amp;rsquo;m doing my best to farm out specific parts of my workflow to agents rather&#xA;than trying to one-shot enterprise problems and solutions.&lt;/p&gt;&#xA;&lt;/div&gt;&#xA;&lt;div class=&#34;admonition danger&#34;&gt;&#xA;&lt;p class=&#34;admonition-title&#34;&gt;Who&#39;s doing the thinking?&lt;/p&gt;&#xA;&lt;p&gt;I&amp;rsquo;ve noticed that as I&amp;rsquo;ve developed Nexus out though, I lean on the agents for&#xA;more and more of my own thinking, and am trusting my problem solving&#xA;&lt;strong&gt;process&lt;/strong&gt; moreso than my actual problem solving abilities.&lt;/p&gt;&#xA;&lt;/div&gt;&#xA;&lt;h2 id=&#34;hidden-costs&#34;&gt;&lt;span class=&#34;heading-wear-glyph&#34;&gt;Hidden costs&lt;/span&gt; &lt;a href=&#34;#hidden-costs&#34; class=&#34;heading-anchor&#34;&gt;#&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/h2&gt;&#xA;&lt;p&gt;The cost of this increase in speed is a lack of familiarity - and the fallout&#xA;of lack of familiarity is hard to express. There&amp;rsquo;s also many facets to it.&#xA;For me, the first facet is that Nexus helps me move fast, but as I&amp;rsquo;ve leaned&#xA;into it for more and more of the planning, I&amp;rsquo;m less and less familiar with the&#xA;state of the code. I find myself asking my reviewer agents in fresh sessions&#xA;often to explain it to me, and thankfully they&amp;rsquo;re usually consistent, but&#xA;nonetheless I&amp;rsquo;m still not intimately familiar with the code. And on Nexus it&amp;rsquo;s&#xA;not a big deal, that&amp;rsquo;s low stakes, it&amp;rsquo;s just me and my workflow.&lt;/p&gt;&#xA;&lt;p&gt;I&amp;rsquo;m using Nexus + Copilot at work and that feels like higher&#xA;stakes&amp;hellip; I have my agents explain the status of our project and although they&amp;rsquo;re&#xA;also somewhat consistent the thing that&amp;rsquo;s scary is that other people are&#xA;working on that repo with me, and that&amp;rsquo;s where another layer of complexity&#xA;manifests itself. If it&amp;rsquo;s just me and my &lt;a href=&#34;/clankers/&#34; class=&#34;wikilink&#34; data-title=&#34;Clankers&#34; data-description=&#34;An appropriately derogatory reference to AI agents&#34; data-date=&#34;2026-03-26&#34; data-preview=&#34;An appropriately derogatory reference to AI agents&#34;&gt;Clankers&lt;/a&gt;, let&amp;rsquo;s go all day long,&#xA;rebuild, ask questions, etc&amp;hellip; but I have other developers I rub shoulders with&#xA;now, and if they ask me a question what am I going to say? &amp;ldquo;Hold on, let me prompt&#xA;my agent for you&amp;rdquo; - it&amp;rsquo;s LMGTFY on steroids. And the burden becomes if I&#xA;feel like I can own and support what those other developers push into the repo.&lt;/p&gt;&#xA;&lt;h2 id=&#34;murky-responsibility-boundaries&#34;&gt;&lt;span class=&#34;heading-wear-glyph&#34;&gt;Murky responsibility boundaries&lt;/span&gt; &lt;a href=&#34;#murky-responsibility-boundaries&#34; class=&#34;heading-anchor&#34;&gt;#&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/h2&gt;&#xA;&lt;p&gt;Why do I own their work? Well for the third time, this post is pretty&#xA;self-centered and all about me, and my situation is that the other developers I&#xA;work with presently are all contractors. Their work agreement with Cat could&#xA;end at any second, for practically any reason. The incentive structure isn&amp;rsquo;t&#xA;there for these guys who technically work for an agency&amp;hellip; Their bonuses aren&amp;rsquo;t&#xA;bigger (or even exist) if Cat performs well, there&amp;rsquo;s no extra vacation days in&#xA;it for em (aye, contractors don&amp;rsquo;t get vacation days anyways), and not that it&amp;rsquo;s&#xA;a problem, moreso just the nature of the world we&amp;rsquo;re in - but they&amp;rsquo;re basically&#xA;mercenaries out to the highest bidder and I happen to know of &lt;strong&gt;multiple times&#xA;where Cat lost a good person to a higher bidder&lt;/strong&gt;.&lt;/p&gt;&#xA;&lt;p&gt;So this isn&amp;rsquo;t really me trying to be negative about contractors at all, I&amp;rsquo;m&#xA;here for a pay-check as well but Cat at least gives me SOME incentive to work&#xA;hard with the goal of compensation regardless of how altruistic I feel in my&#xA;own circumstances.&lt;/p&gt;&#xA;&lt;div class=&#34;admonition note&#34;&gt;&#xA;&lt;p class=&#34;admonition-title&#34;&gt;Incentive&lt;/p&gt;&#xA;&lt;p&gt;Better ratings mean marginally better end-of-year salary increases, and I&amp;rsquo;ve received some other awards that certainly give me pause about jumping ship to another long-term place even when things can be crazy at Cat.&lt;/p&gt;&#xA;&lt;/div&gt;&#xA;&lt;p&gt;It&amp;rsquo;s more than just the contrator-ownership dilema, I&amp;rsquo;ve dug myself quite a&#xA;hole over the last 8-10 years, gaining a reputation that I think many would&#xA;appreciate, but for me only lately increases the stress. I don&amp;rsquo;t need to parrot&#xA;every accolade I&amp;rsquo;ve ever received, that&amp;rsquo;s not the point, but to make the point&#xA;as clear as I can - I have a lot of respect from quite a few people at&#xA;Caterpillar. I&amp;rsquo;m blessed to have that reputation, and it&amp;rsquo;s not like I haven&amp;rsquo;t&#xA;worked hard for it - but people talk about me in a way so flattering I feel&#xA;like the main character in a fictional story sometimes.&lt;/p&gt;&#xA;&lt;p&gt;In a fictional story I can check out the ending, hit up spark notes, or ask AI&#xA;how it ends&amp;hellip; but there isn&amp;rsquo;t an &amp;ldquo;end&amp;rdquo; in my real world scenario, there&amp;rsquo;s only&#xA;tomorrow and I feel the pressure of not knowing what tomorrow holds now more&#xA;than ever.&lt;/p&gt;&#xA;&lt;div class=&#34;admonition danger&#34;&gt;&#xA;&lt;p class=&#34;admonition-title&#34;&gt;Danger&lt;/p&gt;&#xA;&lt;p&gt;Being noticed is starting to feel more costly than rewarding&amp;hellip;&lt;/p&gt;&#xA;&lt;/div&gt;&#xA;&lt;h2 id=&#34;financial-irony&#34;&gt;&lt;span class=&#34;heading-wear-glyph&#34;&gt;Financial irony&lt;/span&gt; &lt;a href=&#34;#financial-irony&#34; class=&#34;heading-anchor&#34;&gt;#&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/h2&gt;&#xA;&lt;p&gt;What&amp;rsquo;s the cost? It&amp;rsquo;s hard to get specific without writing a novel but here&amp;rsquo;s&#xA;the TLDR - because I&amp;rsquo;ve been pretty good at what I do I&amp;rsquo;ve been able to do this&#xA;type of work outside my normal 9-5 responsibilities and with that extra work&#xA;has been some pretty great financial benefits. However with Cat changes,&#xA;responsibility increases, and now owning code that others (and their &lt;a href=&#34;/clankers/&#34; class=&#34;glossary-term&#34; title=&#34;An appropriately derogatory reference to AI agents&#34; data-hover-title=&#34;Clankers&#34;&gt;clankers&lt;/a&gt;)&#xA;write, the extra time I gained for myself is eaten-up and has been reclaimed by&#xA;the mega-corp&amp;hellip; &amp;ldquo;Exceeding expectations&amp;rdquo; every year just meant the bar is&#xA;raised, the expectations are higher, the time-commitment requirement is higher,&#xA;and as I&amp;rsquo;ve had to meet the requirements of both the new world and the curse of&#xA;being noticed, I&amp;rsquo;ve lost the time for the extra work&amp;hellip; For years I&amp;rsquo;ve realized&#xA;the benefit of my own skills and drive, but the irony of agents (and a handful&#xA;of other things) is that with the dramatic increase in expectations, not only&#xA;on me but on those I work with and therefore their output, I don&amp;rsquo;t get to&#xA;realize the benefits of my own gifts anymore.&lt;/p&gt;&#xA;&lt;h2 id=&#34;meaning-and-fatigue&#34;&gt;&lt;span class=&#34;heading-wear-glyph&#34;&gt;Meaning and fatigue&lt;/span&gt; &lt;a href=&#34;#meaning-and-fatigue&#34; class=&#34;heading-anchor&#34;&gt;#&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/h2&gt;&#xA;&lt;p&gt;I feel very torn because the work I&amp;rsquo;ve been called into with Cat is good, I&#xA;said in &lt;a href=&#34;/cat-autonomy-2-0/&#34; class=&#34;wikilink&#34; data-title=&#34;Cat Autonomy 2.0&#34; data-description=&#34;I wrote about my new role new-job-caterpillar-autonomy a bit a couple weeks ago during an insanely busy time - having just started the role and wrapping up...&#34; data-date=&#34;2026-02-09&#34; data-preview=&#34;I wrote about my new role new-job-caterpillar-autonomy a bit a couple weeks ago during an insanely busy time - having just started the role and wrapping up...&#34;&gt;Cat Autonomy 2.0&lt;/a&gt; that autonomy will save people&amp;rsquo;s lives. I love&#xA;getting to participate in that mission, it&amp;rsquo;s the primary reason I didn&amp;rsquo;t jump&#xA;ship to try to maintain the levels, and type, of work I was doing before&amp;hellip; But&#xA;in a few short months the mission is being drowned out by expectations and&#xA;requirements that are so high I&amp;rsquo;m losing the grip on my own life.&lt;/p&gt;&#xA;&lt;h2 id=&#34;open-questions&#34;&gt;&lt;span class=&#34;heading-wear-glyph&#34;&gt;Open questions&lt;/span&gt; &lt;a href=&#34;#open-questions&#34; class=&#34;heading-anchor&#34;&gt;#&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/h2&gt;&#xA;&lt;p&gt;That leads me to questions that I can&amp;rsquo;t answer, the question I ask daily now of&#xA;&amp;ldquo;What about tomorrow?&amp;rdquo;. What will agents do for us tomorrow, what problems will&#xA;be solved, what bugs will I create (by agents of course because I&amp;rsquo;ve never&#xA;written a bug by hand in my whole life \s). If I stopped using agents would&#xA;people still be impressed? Would it even matter?&lt;/p&gt;&#xA;&lt;h2 id=&#34;fin&#34;&gt;&lt;span class=&#34;heading-wear-glyph&#34;&gt;Fin&lt;/span&gt; &lt;a href=&#34;#fin&#34; class=&#34;heading-anchor&#34;&gt;#&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/h2&gt;&#xA;&lt;p&gt;I&amp;rsquo;m certainly not anti-AI, it&amp;rsquo;s typing all my code. I&amp;rsquo;m not anti-collaboration,&#xA;although I do wish I could work alone with just my clanker-army to worry about.&#xA;I&amp;rsquo;m not sure what I am anymore though&amp;hellip; AI has changed how I work, what I work&#xA;on, and who I work with&amp;hellip; Everything has changed in such a short period of&#xA;time and like the ending of this post, it&amp;rsquo;s pretty jarring.&lt;/p&gt;&#xA;&lt;div class=&#34;admonition danger&#34;&gt;&#xA;&lt;p class=&#34;admonition-title&#34;&gt;Danger&lt;/p&gt;&#xA;&lt;p&gt;Death comes to us all - James Acaster.&lt;/p&gt;&#xA;&lt;/div&gt;&#xA;&lt;p&gt;Thanks for reading.&lt;/p&gt;&#xA;</content>
    <author>
      <name>Nic Payne</name>
      <uri>https://pype.dev</uri>
    </author>
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