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    <title>Screwtape</title>
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    <summary type="text">Below are just quick notes or quotes from each chapter as a reminder of what to go back to chat about. This isn&#39;t intended to be in-depth by any stretch.</summary>
    <content type="html">&lt;h1 id=&#34;chapters&#34;&gt;&lt;span class=&#34;heading-wear-glyph&#34;&gt;Chapters&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/h1&gt;&#xA;&lt;p&gt;Below are just quick notes or quotes from each chapter as a reminder of what to&#xA;go back to chat about. This isn&amp;rsquo;t intended to be in-depth by any stretch.&lt;/p&gt;&#xA;&lt;h2 id=&#34;chapter-1&#34;&gt;&lt;span class=&#34;heading-wear-glyph&#34;&gt;Chapter 1&lt;/span&gt; &lt;a href=&#34;#chapter-1&#34; class=&#34;heading-anchor&#34;&gt;#&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/h2&gt;&#xA;&lt;p&gt;&amp;ldquo;Your man has been accustomed, ever since he was a boy, to have a dozen&#xA;incompatible philosophies dancing about together inside his head. He doesn&amp;rsquo;t&#xA;think of doctrines as primarily &amp;rsquo;true&amp;rsquo; or &amp;lsquo;false&amp;rsquo;, but as &amp;lsquo;academic&amp;rsquo; or&#xA;&amp;lsquo;practical&amp;rsquo;, &amp;lsquo;outworn&amp;rsquo; or &amp;lsquo;contemporary&amp;rsquo;, &amp;lsquo;conventional&amp;rsquo; or &amp;lsquo;ruthless&amp;rsquo;&amp;rdquo;&lt;/p&gt;&#xA;&lt;h2 id=&#34;chapter-2&#34;&gt;&lt;span class=&#34;heading-wear-glyph&#34;&gt;Chapter 2&lt;/span&gt; &lt;a href=&#34;#chapter-2&#34; class=&#34;heading-anchor&#34;&gt;#&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/h2&gt;&#xA;&lt;h2 id=&#34;chapter-3&#34;&gt;&lt;span class=&#34;heading-wear-glyph&#34;&gt;Chapter 3&lt;/span&gt; &lt;a href=&#34;#chapter-3&#34; class=&#34;heading-anchor&#34;&gt;#&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/h2&gt;&#xA;&lt;p&gt;pg 11. Keeping the patient&amp;rsquo;s mind focused on the &amp;lsquo;inner life&amp;rsquo; so his actions do&#xA;not ever reflect his conversion&lt;/p&gt;&#xA;&lt;p&gt;pg 12. Creating an imaginary person for whom to pray&amp;hellip; &amp;ldquo;In time, you may get&#xA;the cleavage so wide that no thought or feeling from his prayers for the&#xA;imagined mother will ever flow over into his treatment of the real one&amp;rdquo;&lt;/p&gt;&#xA;&lt;p&gt;pg 13-14. &amp;ldquo;Let him assume that she knows how annoying it is and does it to&#xA;annoy - if you know your job he will not notice the immense improbability of&#xA;the assumption&amp;rdquo; -&amp;gt; This point is particularly convicting to me&lt;/p&gt;&#xA;&lt;div class=&#34;admonition abstract&#34;&gt;&#xA;&lt;p class=&#34;admonition-title&#34;&gt;Abstract&lt;/p&gt;&#xA;&lt;p&gt;The last point about encouraging the patient to interpret the mother&amp;rsquo;s every&#xA;move in an over-sensitive fashion is actually very relatable for me&lt;/p&gt;&#xA;&lt;/div&gt;&#xA;&lt;h2 id=&#34;chapter-4&#34;&gt;&lt;span class=&#34;heading-wear-glyph&#34;&gt;Chapter 4&lt;/span&gt; &lt;a href=&#34;#chapter-4&#34; class=&#34;heading-anchor&#34;&gt;#&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/h2&gt;&#xA;&lt;p&gt;pg 15. Convincing the patient that scheduled prayer is wrong and that he must&#xA;create a &lt;em&gt;mood&lt;/em&gt; within himself for real prayer reminds me of high school youth&#xA;groups talking about &amp;ldquo;praying in the spirit&amp;rdquo; and silly conversation &amp;ldquo;combating&#xA;salvation by works&amp;rdquo; ideas like scheduled prayer times.&lt;/p&gt;&#xA;&lt;p&gt;pg 16. &amp;ldquo;they constantly forget, what you must always remember, that they are&#xA;animals and that whatever their bodies do affects their souls&amp;rdquo; 👈 feels a lot&#xA;like Genesis 3, and humans are never more human than when we exercise&#xA;self-control.&lt;/p&gt;&#xA;&lt;p&gt;pg. 16. &amp;ldquo;Keep them watching their own minds and trying to produce &lt;em&gt;feelings&lt;/em&gt;&#xA;there by the action of their own wills&amp;rdquo;&lt;/p&gt;&#xA;&lt;div class=&#34;admonition abstract&#34;&gt;&#xA;&lt;p class=&#34;admonition-title&#34;&gt;Abstract&lt;/p&gt;&#xA;&lt;p&gt;I totally remember feeling like I needed to want to pray in order for my&#xA;prayers to matter&lt;/p&gt;&#xA;&lt;/div&gt;&#xA;&lt;p&gt;pg 17. &amp;ldquo;When they say they re praying for forgiveness, let them be trying to&#xA;feel forgiven&amp;rdquo;&lt;/p&gt;&#xA;&lt;p&gt;pg 18. &amp;ldquo;But whatever the nature of the composite object, you must keep him&#xA;praying to &lt;em&gt;it&lt;/em&gt; - to the thing that he has made, not to the Person who has made&#xA;him&amp;rdquo;&lt;/p&gt;&#xA;&lt;div class=&#34;admonition abstract&#34;&gt;&#xA;&lt;p class=&#34;admonition-title&#34;&gt;Abstract&lt;/p&gt;&#xA;&lt;p&gt;Lewis talking actual idolatry with meaningful consequences&amp;hellip; not the &amp;ldquo;money&#xA;is my idol&amp;rdquo; take most pastors preach&lt;/p&gt;&#xA;&lt;/div&gt;&#xA;&lt;h2 id=&#34;chapter-5&#34;&gt;&lt;span class=&#34;heading-wear-glyph&#34;&gt;Chapter 5&lt;/span&gt; &lt;a href=&#34;#chapter-5&#34; class=&#34;heading-anchor&#34;&gt;#&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/h2&gt;&#xA;&lt;p&gt;pg 23. &amp;ldquo;&amp;hellip;while tens of thousands who do not go so far as that will&#xA;nevertheless have their attention diverted from themselves to values and causes&#xA;which they believe to be higher than the self. I know that the Enemy&#xA;disapproves many of these causes. But that is where He is so unfair. He often&#xA;makes prizes of humans who have given their lives for causes He think bad on&#xA;the monstrously sophistical ground that the humans thought them good and were&#xA;following the best they knew&amp;rdquo;&lt;/p&gt;&#xA;&lt;div class=&#34;admonition warning&#34;&gt;&#xA;&lt;p class=&#34;admonition-title&#34;&gt;WARNING TITLE&lt;/p&gt;&#xA;&lt;p&gt;This reminds me of the young Tarkan in Narnia: The Last Battle, who Aslan&#xA;ascribes all his good deeds done to Tash as done to himself - effectively&#xA;saying the Tarkan&amp;rsquo;s loyalty to the wrong god is honored by Aslan? Definitely&#xA;want to know more about Lewis&amp;rsquo; thoughts there and here in Screwtape&lt;/p&gt;&#xA;&lt;/div&gt;&#xA;&lt;h2 id=&#34;chapter-6&#34;&gt;&lt;span class=&#34;heading-wear-glyph&#34;&gt;Chapter 6&lt;/span&gt; &lt;a href=&#34;#chapter-6&#34; class=&#34;heading-anchor&#34;&gt;#&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/h2&gt;&#xA;&lt;p&gt;pg 25. &amp;ldquo;There is nothing like suspense and anxiety for barricading a human&amp;rsquo;s&#xA;mind against the Enemy.&amp;rdquo;&lt;/p&gt;&#xA;&lt;div class=&#34;admonition warning&#34;&gt;&#xA;&lt;p class=&#34;admonition-title&#34;&gt;Warning&lt;/p&gt;&#xA;&lt;p&gt;Screwtape&amp;rsquo;s point in the beinning of the chapter confuses me&amp;hellip; He instructs&#xA;Wormwood to keep the man thinking that the things he is anxious about, the&#xA;things themselves, are his trials/cross to bear, rather than the anxiety&#xA;itself. So from the Christian perspective, Lewis seems to be saying that the&#xA;real-time, present, acute anxiety and suspense in the man&amp;rsquo;s heart regarding the&#xA;war is the actual trial and cross&amp;hellip; not the things the man is anxious about. I&#xA;don&amp;rsquo;t know what to do with this but it &lt;em&gt;feels&lt;/em&gt; convicting to me. Growing up I&#xA;often had the thought that nothing could be wrong because &amp;ldquo;I have Jesus&amp;rdquo;, and I&#xA;would look at my circumstances as things to bear - for me the biggest one was&#xA;singleness. So would Lewis say my outlook on my singleness as the thing to&#xA;bear, rather than the anxiety about being single, was the enemy twisting my&#xA;convictions to be inward rather than God-ward? It clearly looks like my&#xA;convictions were inward, but I&amp;rsquo;m not sure I understand how seeing the anxiety&#xA;itself as my &amp;ldquo;cross to bare&amp;rdquo; is any more Biblical&amp;hellip;&lt;/p&gt;&#xA;&lt;/div&gt;&#xA;&lt;h2 id=&#34;chapter-7&#34;&gt;&lt;span class=&#34;heading-wear-glyph&#34;&gt;Chapter 7&lt;/span&gt; &lt;a href=&#34;#chapter-7&#34; class=&#34;heading-anchor&#34;&gt;#&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/h2&gt;&#xA;&lt;p&gt;page 32. &amp;ldquo;The fact that &amp;lsquo;devils&amp;rsquo; are predominately &lt;em&gt;comic&lt;/em&gt; figures in the&#xA;modern imagination will help you&amp;rdquo;&lt;/p&gt;&#xA;&lt;div class=&#34;admonition abstract&#34;&gt;&#xA;&lt;p class=&#34;admonition-title&#34;&gt;Abstract&lt;/p&gt;&#xA;&lt;p&gt;I think It&amp;rsquo;s funny because I bet most people, myself included, reading this book (at&#xA;least the first time) have a red-devil type figure in mind for Screwtape or&#xA;Wormwood&lt;/p&gt;&#xA;&lt;/div&gt;&#xA;&lt;p&gt;page 31-32. &amp;ldquo;If once we can produce our perfect work &amp;ndash; the Materialist&#xA;Magician, the man, not using, but veritably worshipping, what he vaguely called&#xA;&amp;lsquo;Froces&amp;rsquo; while denying the existence of &amp;lsquo;spirits&amp;rsquo; &amp;ndash; then the end of the war&#xA;will be in sight.&amp;rdquo;&lt;/p&gt;&#xA;&lt;div class=&#34;admonition abstract&#34;&gt;&#xA;&lt;p class=&#34;admonition-title&#34;&gt;Abstract&lt;/p&gt;&#xA;&lt;/div&gt;&#xA;&lt;p&gt;I hear some non-Christian friends say things like &amp;ldquo;I&amp;rsquo;m spiritual so I&#xA;appreciate your prayers&amp;rdquo;. In a sense they believe in some &lt;a href=&#34;/kind/&#34; class=&#34;glossary-term&#34; title=&#34;kind - kubernetes in docker&#34; data-hover-title=&#34;kind&#34;&gt;kind&lt;/a&gt; of&#xA;non-physical &amp;ldquo;thing&amp;rdquo; but not in any real sense so it looks, to me, similar to&#xA;what Screwtape longs for in his letter to Wormwood.&lt;/p&gt;&#xA;&lt;p&gt;page 32. &amp;ldquo;All extremes, except extreme deviotion to the Enemy, are to be&#xA;encouraged&amp;hellip; Other ages, of which the present is one, are unbalanced and prone&#xA;to faction, and it is our business to inflame them&amp;rdquo;&lt;/p&gt;&#xA;&lt;div class=&#34;admonition abstract&#34;&gt;&#xA;&lt;p class=&#34;admonition-title&#34;&gt;Abstract&lt;/p&gt;&#xA;&lt;p&gt;Using Christianity to justify political positions or judgement seems right&#xA;here. Extreme devotion to our God I don&amp;rsquo;t think should offend people as often&#xA;or to the degree that many Christians think is right&amp;hellip; People flocked to&#xA;Jesus, only the religious elite and politically powerful hated him. When&#xA;Christianity is mixed with anything other than itself, that&amp;rsquo;s when it becomes&#xA;offensive. I think I see people hold to something like Christian Nationalism,&#xA;and the offensive nature of it justifies the position because &amp;ldquo;we were always&#xA;going to be persecured for loving Jesus&amp;rdquo;&lt;/p&gt;&#xA;&lt;/div&gt;&#xA;&lt;div class=&#34;admonition danger&#34;&gt;&#xA;&lt;p class=&#34;admonition-title&#34;&gt;page 34&lt;/p&gt;&#xA;&lt;p&gt;Let him begin by treating the Patriotism or the Pacifism as a part of his&#xA;religion. Then let him, under then influence of partisan spirit, come to&#xA;regard it as the most important part&amp;hellip;&lt;/p&gt;&#xA;&lt;/div&gt;&#xA;&lt;h2 id=&#34;chapter-8&#34;&gt;&lt;span class=&#34;heading-wear-glyph&#34;&gt;Chapter 8&lt;/span&gt; &lt;a href=&#34;#chapter-8&#34; class=&#34;heading-anchor&#34;&gt;#&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/h2&gt;&#xA;&lt;div class=&#34;admonition success&#34;&gt;&#xA;&lt;p class=&#34;admonition-title&#34;&gt;page 39&lt;/p&gt;&#xA;&lt;p&gt;For He cannot ravish. He can only woo.&lt;/p&gt;&#xA;&lt;/div&gt;&#xA;&lt;div class=&#34;admonition note&#34;&gt;&#xA;&lt;p class=&#34;admonition-title&#34;&gt;page 40&lt;/p&gt;&#xA;&lt;p&gt;He wants them to learn to walk and must therefore take away His hand; and&#xA;if only the will to walk is really there He is pleased even with their&#xA;stumbles&lt;/p&gt;&#xA;&lt;/div&gt;&#xA;&lt;h2 id=&#34;chapter-9&#34;&gt;&lt;span class=&#34;heading-wear-glyph&#34;&gt;Chapter 9&lt;/span&gt; &lt;a href=&#34;#chapter-9&#34; class=&#34;heading-anchor&#34;&gt;#&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/h2&gt;&#xA;&lt;p&gt;page 43. &amp;ldquo;In the first place I have always found that the trough periods of the&#xA;human undulation provide excellen opportunity for all sensual tempations,&#xA;particularly those of sex&amp;hellip; The attack has a much better chance of success&#xA;when the man&amp;rsquo;s whole innter world is drab and cold and empty.&amp;rdquo;&lt;/p&gt;&#xA;&lt;div class=&#34;admonition abstract&#34;&gt;&#xA;&lt;p class=&#34;admonition-title&#34;&gt;Abstract&lt;/p&gt;&#xA;&lt;p&gt;I feel this observation in my own life deeply - in my &amp;rsquo;troughs&amp;rsquo; I&amp;rsquo;m drawn to&#xA;pleasurable things in a very unpleasurable way&lt;/p&gt;&#xA;&lt;/div&gt;&#xA;&lt;div class=&#34;admonition success&#34;&gt;&#xA;&lt;p class=&#34;admonition-title&#34;&gt;page 44&lt;/p&gt;&#xA;&lt;p&gt;Never forget that when we are dealing with any pleasure in its healthy and&#xA;normal and satisfying form, we are, in a sense, on the Enemy&amp;rsquo;s ground.&lt;/p&gt;&#xA;&lt;/div&gt;&#xA;&lt;div class=&#34;admonition danger&#34;&gt;&#xA;&lt;p class=&#34;admonition-title&#34;&gt;jargon not wisdom&lt;/p&gt;&#xA;&lt;p&gt;Of course there is no conceivable way of getting by reason from the&#xA;proposition &amp;lsquo;I am losing interest in this&amp;rsquo; to the proposition &amp;lsquo;This is&#xA;false&amp;rsquo;/ But, as I said before, it is jargon, not reason, you must rely on.&lt;/p&gt;&#xA;&lt;/div&gt;&#xA;&lt;h2 id=&#34;chapter-10&#34;&gt;&lt;span class=&#34;heading-wear-glyph&#34;&gt;Chapter 10&lt;/span&gt; &lt;a href=&#34;#chapter-10&#34; class=&#34;heading-anchor&#34;&gt;#&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/h2&gt;&#xA;&lt;p&gt;page 49. &amp;ldquo;Did he commit himself deeply? I don&amp;rsquo;t mean the words. There is a&#xA;subtle play of looks and tons and laughs by which a mortal can imply that he is&#xA;of the same party as those to whom he is speaking&amp;rdquo;&lt;/p&gt;&#xA;&lt;div class=&#34;admonition abstract&#34;&gt;&#xA;&lt;p class=&#34;admonition-title&#34;&gt;Abstract&lt;/p&gt;&#xA;&lt;p&gt;I resonate with the temptation Scretape is basically instructing Wormwood to&#xA;employ - two-facedness/double-life. In hs/college in particular I would &amp;lsquo;play&#xA;the part&amp;rsquo; to fit in to a particular crowd. I&amp;rsquo;d rarely confess Christianity&#xA;early on, would never deny it explicitly, but would act and talk in a&#xA;way/about things to imply that I was not necessarily non-Christian, but&#xA;instead nothing to ask about.&lt;/p&gt;&#xA;&lt;p&gt;Chapter 10 in overall convicting as it just drives home the point I noted&#xA;just now&amp;hellip;. that I&amp;rsquo;m very prone to &amp;lsquo;acting&amp;rsquo; in order to fit into a community&lt;/p&gt;&#xA;&lt;/div&gt;&#xA;&lt;h2 id=&#34;chatper-11&#34;&gt;&lt;span class=&#34;heading-wear-glyph&#34;&gt;Chatper 11&lt;/span&gt; &lt;a href=&#34;#chatper-11&#34; class=&#34;heading-anchor&#34;&gt;#&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/h2&gt;&#xA;&lt;p&gt;page 55. &amp;ldquo;The real use of Joke or Humour is in quite a different direction, and&#xA;it is specially promising among the English who take their &amp;lsquo;sense of humour&amp;rsquo; so&#xA;seriously that a deficiency in this sense is almost the only deficiency at&#xA;which they feel shame. Humour is for them the all-consoling and (mark this) the&#xA;all-excusing, grace of life&amp;rdquo;&lt;/p&gt;&#xA;&lt;div class=&#34;admonition danger&#34;&gt;&#xA;&lt;p class=&#34;admonition-title&#34;&gt;all-excusing grace of life&lt;/p&gt;&#xA;&lt;p&gt;Humour is for them the all-consoling and (mark this) the all-excusing,&#xA;grace of life&lt;/p&gt;&#xA;&lt;/div&gt;&#xA;&lt;div class=&#34;admonition abstract&#34;&gt;&#xA;&lt;p class=&#34;admonition-title&#34;&gt;Abstract&lt;/p&gt;&#xA;&lt;p&gt;Basically I understand Lewis to be saying here that men (or the English in&#xA;particular) take great pride in having a sense of humor - so much so that&#xA;humor becomes an excuse to laugh at anything. When anything is worth laughing&#xA;at, then I think it&amp;rsquo;s very hard to prioritize things above others - becuase&#xA;if everything is a joke, is anything really worthy of more than a joke?&lt;/p&gt;&#xA;&lt;/div&gt;&#xA;&lt;div class=&#34;admonition warning&#34;&gt;&#xA;&lt;p class=&#34;admonition-title&#34;&gt;Flippancy&lt;/p&gt;&#xA;&lt;p&gt;I didn&amp;rsquo;t understand flippancy as first because I&amp;rsquo;ve always kind of equated&#xA;it with &amp;ldquo;quick&amp;rdquo;. However, it&amp;rsquo;s more of a &amp;ldquo;quickness&amp;rdquo; paired with a total&#xA;lack of respect/awareness for/of X.&lt;/p&gt;&#xA;&lt;/div&gt;&#xA;&lt;div class=&#34;admonition warning&#34;&gt;&#xA;&lt;p class=&#34;admonition-title&#34;&gt;churches&lt;/p&gt;&#xA;&lt;p&gt;Are there areas in the church where we are flippant (specifically with humor I guess?)&lt;/p&gt;&#xA;&lt;/div&gt;&#xA;&lt;h2 id=&#34;chapter-12&#34;&gt;&lt;span class=&#34;heading-wear-glyph&#34;&gt;Chapter 12&lt;/span&gt; &lt;a href=&#34;#chapter-12&#34; class=&#34;heading-anchor&#34;&gt;#&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/h2&gt;&#xA;&lt;div class=&#34;admonition danger&#34;&gt;&#xA;&lt;p class=&#34;admonition-title&#34;&gt;page 57-58&lt;/p&gt;&#xA;&lt;p&gt;As long as he retains externally the habits of a Christian he can still be&#xA;made to think of himself as one who has adopted a few new friends and&#xA;amusements but whose spiritual state is much the same as it was six weeks&#xA;ago.&lt;/p&gt;&#xA;&lt;/div&gt;&#xA;&lt;p&gt;page 58. [The dim uneasiness about &lt;code&gt;backsliding&lt;/code&gt; Screwtape describes in the&#xA;chapter] increases the patient&amp;rsquo;s reluctance to think about the Enemy.&lt;/p&gt;&#xA;&lt;div class=&#34;admonition abstract&#34;&gt;&#xA;&lt;p class=&#34;admonition-title&#34;&gt;Abstract&lt;/p&gt;&#xA;&lt;p&gt;This is too real for me - in seasons of rebellion, and honestly anytime I&#xA;fall away from &amp;ldquo;Christian habits&amp;rdquo; I notice that I am actually reluctant to&#xA;pray or meditate. Often the only thing that (or the initial thing in&#xA;appearance) that brings me back is my kids and praying with them or singing&#xA;Doxology. A choice I wouldnt&amp;rsquo; make alone, but make for their sake - perhaps&#xA;this is God&amp;rsquo;s grace poured out on me&lt;/p&gt;&#xA;&lt;/div&gt;&#xA;&lt;div class=&#34;admonition danger&#34;&gt;&#xA;&lt;p class=&#34;admonition-title&#34;&gt;page 58&lt;/p&gt;&#xA;&lt;p&gt;They hate every idea that suggests Him, just as men in financial&#xA;embarrassment hate the very sight of a pass-book.&lt;/p&gt;&#xA;&lt;/div&gt;&#xA;&lt;h2 id=&#34;chapter-13&#34;&gt;&lt;span class=&#34;heading-wear-glyph&#34;&gt;Chapter 13&lt;/span&gt; &lt;a href=&#34;#chapter-13&#34; class=&#34;heading-anchor&#34;&gt;#&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/h2&gt;&#xA;&lt;p&gt;Particularly a challenging chapter. It&amp;rsquo;s interesting to think about pleasurable&#xA;things, for their own sake and not enjoyed outside the boundaires set for&#xA;pleasure by God, are harmful to our enemy&amp;rsquo;s tactics. I do not know if I enjoy&#xA;things for their own sake enough or rightly&amp;hellip;.&lt;/p&gt;&#xA;&lt;div class=&#34;admonition warning&#34;&gt;&#xA;&lt;p class=&#34;admonition-title&#34;&gt;Warning&lt;/p&gt;&#xA;&lt;p&gt;Do my tech hobbies make me more human or less by distracting me from holier&#xA;things&amp;hellip;&lt;/p&gt;&#xA;&lt;/div&gt;&#xA;&lt;h2 id=&#34;chapter-14&#34;&gt;&lt;span class=&#34;heading-wear-glyph&#34;&gt;Chapter 14&lt;/span&gt; &lt;a href=&#34;#chapter-14&#34; class=&#34;heading-anchor&#34;&gt;#&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/h2&gt;&#xA;&lt;div class=&#34;admonition warning&#34;&gt;&#xA;&lt;p class=&#34;admonition-title&#34;&gt;page 69&lt;/p&gt;&#xA;&lt;p&gt;All virtues are less formidable to us once the man is aware that he has&#xA;them, but this is specially true of humility.&lt;/p&gt;&#xA;&lt;/div&gt;&#xA;&lt;h2 id=&#34;chapter-16&#34;&gt;&lt;span class=&#34;heading-wear-glyph&#34;&gt;Chapter 16&lt;/span&gt; &lt;a href=&#34;#chapter-16&#34; class=&#34;heading-anchor&#34;&gt;#&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/h2&gt;&#xA;&lt;div class=&#34;admonition note&#34;&gt;&#xA;&lt;p class=&#34;admonition-title&#34;&gt;page 81&lt;/p&gt;&#xA;&lt;p&gt;In the first place the parochial organisation [Church] should always be&#xA;attacked, because, being a &lt;em&gt;unity of place and not of likings&lt;/em&gt;, it brings&#xA;people of different classes and psychology together in the kind of unity&#xA;the Enemy desires&lt;/p&gt;&#xA;&lt;/div&gt;&#xA;&lt;div class=&#34;admonition danger&#34;&gt;&#xA;&lt;p class=&#34;admonition-title&#34;&gt;page 82-83&lt;/p&gt;&#xA;&lt;p&gt;In order to spare the laity all &amp;lsquo;difficulties&amp;rsquo; he has deserted both the&#xA;lectionary and the appointed psalms and now, without noticing it, revoles&#xA;endlessly round the little treadmill of his fifteen favourite psalms and&#xA;twenty favorite lessons.&lt;/p&gt;&#xA;&lt;/div&gt;&#xA;&lt;h2 id=&#34;chapter-17&#34;&gt;&lt;span class=&#34;heading-wear-glyph&#34;&gt;Chapter 17&lt;/span&gt; &lt;a href=&#34;#chapter-17&#34; class=&#34;heading-anchor&#34;&gt;#&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/h2&gt;&#xA;&lt;div class=&#34;admonition abstract&#34;&gt;&#xA;&lt;p class=&#34;admonition-title&#34;&gt;Abstract&lt;/p&gt;&#xA;&lt;p&gt;Gluttony of Delicacy, not gluttony of Excess&lt;/p&gt;&#xA;&lt;/div&gt;&#xA;&lt;div class=&#34;admonition danger&#34;&gt;&#xA;&lt;p class=&#34;admonition-title&#34;&gt;page 88&lt;/p&gt;&#xA;&lt;p&gt;You see? Because what she wants is smaller and less costly than what has&#xA;been set before her, she never recognises as gluttony her determination to&#xA;get what she wants, however troublesome it may be to others&lt;/p&gt;&#xA;&lt;/div&gt;&#xA;&lt;h2 id=&#34;chapter-18&#34;&gt;&lt;span class=&#34;heading-wear-glyph&#34;&gt;Chapter 18&lt;/span&gt; &lt;a href=&#34;#chapter-18&#34; class=&#34;heading-anchor&#34;&gt;#&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/h2&gt;&#xA;&lt;p&gt;Screwtape&amp;rsquo;s lack of understanding,and arrogant questioning, of the Enemy&amp;rsquo;s&#xA;&lt;em&gt;love&lt;/em&gt; is a hilarious commentary on humans who stand staunchly opposed to&#xA;Yahweh. Academic peers of mine, with such amazing pride, speaking aginst the&#xA;Biblical narrative because &lt;em&gt;it doesn&amp;rsquo;t make sense&lt;/em&gt;&amp;hellip; Lewis makes a good point&#xA;through Screwtape &amp;ldquo;Members of His faction have frequently admitted that if ever&#xA;we [demons] came to understand what He means by love, the war would be over and&#xA;we should re-enter Heaven&amp;rdquo;. I think Lewis&amp;rsquo; point dovetails with the idea that&#xA;Jesus is actually very compelling and the rubbish about him being offensive is&#xA;a replay of the Gospels - where the rich and elite are the ones offended, not&#xA;the people he calls to the kingdom. Jesus&amp;rsquo; love doesn&amp;rsquo;t make sense to those who&#xA;have everything they think they need&amp;hellip; His love is for those who know they are&#xA;lowly&lt;/p&gt;&#xA;&lt;h2 id=&#34;chapter-19&#34;&gt;&lt;span class=&#34;heading-wear-glyph&#34;&gt;Chapter 19&lt;/span&gt; &lt;a href=&#34;#chapter-19&#34; class=&#34;heading-anchor&#34;&gt;#&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/h2&gt;&#xA;&lt;blockquote&gt;&#xA;&lt;p&gt;TODO: Go through and make notes&lt;/p&gt;&#xA;&lt;/blockquote&gt;&#xA;&lt;h2 id=&#34;chapter-20&#34;&gt;&lt;span class=&#34;heading-wear-glyph&#34;&gt;Chapter 20&lt;/span&gt; &lt;a href=&#34;#chapter-20&#34; class=&#34;heading-anchor&#34;&gt;#&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/h2&gt;&#xA;&lt;blockquote&gt;&#xA;&lt;p&gt;TODO: Go through and make notes&lt;/p&gt;&#xA;&lt;/blockquote&gt;&#xA;&lt;h2 id=&#34;chapter-21&#34;&gt;&lt;span class=&#34;heading-wear-glyph&#34;&gt;Chapter 21&lt;/span&gt; &lt;a href=&#34;#chapter-21&#34; class=&#34;heading-anchor&#34;&gt;#&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/h2&gt;&#xA;&lt;blockquote&gt;&#xA;&lt;p&gt;TODO: Go through and make notes&lt;/p&gt;&#xA;&lt;/blockquote&gt;&#xA;&lt;h2 id=&#34;chatper-22&#34;&gt;&lt;span class=&#34;heading-wear-glyph&#34;&gt;Chatper 22&lt;/span&gt; &lt;a href=&#34;#chatper-22&#34; class=&#34;heading-anchor&#34;&gt;#&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/h2&gt;&#xA;&lt;blockquote&gt;&#xA;&lt;p&gt;TODO: Go through and make notes&lt;/p&gt;&#xA;&lt;/blockquote&gt;&#xA;&lt;h2 id=&#34;chatper-23&#34;&gt;&lt;span class=&#34;heading-wear-glyph&#34;&gt;Chatper 23&lt;/span&gt; &lt;a href=&#34;#chatper-23&#34; class=&#34;heading-anchor&#34;&gt;#&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/h2&gt;&#xA;&lt;blockquote&gt;&#xA;&lt;p&gt;TODO: Go through and make notes&lt;/p&gt;&#xA;&lt;/blockquote&gt;&#xA;&lt;h2 id=&#34;chatper-24&#34;&gt;&lt;span class=&#34;heading-wear-glyph&#34;&gt;Chatper 24&lt;/span&gt; &lt;a href=&#34;#chatper-24&#34; class=&#34;heading-anchor&#34;&gt;#&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/h2&gt;&#xA;&lt;p&gt;page 130 - It&amp;rsquo;s always the novice who exaggerates&amp;hellip;&lt;/p&gt;&#xA;&lt;div class=&#34;admonition abstract&#34;&gt;&#xA;&lt;p class=&#34;admonition-title&#34;&gt;Abstract&lt;/p&gt;&#xA;&lt;p&gt;I think about Summit in particular, where I got to meet a lot of big names in&#xA;apologetics, and I&amp;rsquo;d talk about them to others like we were friends&amp;hellip; The&#xA;difference between &amp;ldquo;I know X&amp;rdquo; and &amp;ldquo;X knows me&amp;rdquo; is a thing I kept hidden so I&#xA;could feel important&lt;/p&gt;&#xA;&lt;/div&gt;&#xA;&lt;h2 id=&#34;chatper-25&#34;&gt;&lt;span class=&#34;heading-wear-glyph&#34;&gt;Chatper 25&lt;/span&gt; &lt;a href=&#34;#chatper-25&#34; class=&#34;heading-anchor&#34;&gt;#&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/h2&gt;&#xA;&lt;div class=&#34;admonition danger&#34;&gt;&#xA;&lt;p class=&#34;admonition-title&#34;&gt;Christianity And...&lt;/p&gt;&#xA;&lt;p&gt;What we want, if men becomes Christians at all, is to koeep them in the&#xA;state of mind I call &amp;lsquo;Christianity And&amp;rsquo;. You know - Christianity and the&#xA;Crisis,Christianity and the New Order, &amp;hellip;&lt;/p&gt;&#xA;&lt;/div&gt;&#xA;&lt;div class=&#34;admonition abstract&#34;&gt;&#xA;&lt;p class=&#34;admonition-title&#34;&gt;Abstract&lt;/p&gt;&#xA;&lt;p&gt;I don&amp;rsquo;t know&amp;hellip; smells more and more like Christian Nationalism is the&#xA;modern-day &lt;code&gt;Christinaity And&lt;/code&gt;&amp;hellip; So much focus on policy, behavior, order&#xA;(patriarchy even)&amp;hellip;. Not a lot about Jesus &lt;em&gt;in the conversation about&#xA;Christian Nationalism&lt;/em&gt; (not that Christians in this mindset don&amp;rsquo;t genuinely&#xA;love Jesus or talk about him - but I don&amp;rsquo;t hear Jesus often in the&#xA;conversation, I only hear the politics). But I suppose to be fair there&amp;rsquo;s&#xA;every chance in the world that I misunderstand the position and people.&lt;/p&gt;&#xA;&lt;/div&gt;&#xA;&lt;div class=&#34;admonition danger&#34;&gt;&#xA;&lt;p class=&#34;admonition-title&#34;&gt;Danger&lt;/p&gt;&#xA;&lt;p&gt;But if I do misunderstand&amp;hellip; A fairly educated, theologically competent,&#xA;Biblically literate person&amp;hellip; then what do Christian Nationalists expect of&#xA;people who never heard of Jesus, or already were introduced to Republican&#xA;Jesus or something&amp;hellip; I&amp;rsquo;m not the cream of the crop, but if I don&amp;rsquo;t&#xA;properly understand what the position is about then the world, unbelievers&#xA;I mean, will be even more turned off to the Gospel&lt;/p&gt;&#xA;&lt;/div&gt;&#xA;&lt;p&gt;Page 139 - &amp;ldquo;We have trained them to think of the Future as a promised land&#xA;which favoured heroes attain - not as something which everyone reaches at the&#xA;rate of sixety minutes an hour, whatever he does, whoever he is&amp;hellip;&amp;rdquo;&lt;/p&gt;&#xA;&lt;h2 id=&#34;chatper-26&#34;&gt;&lt;span class=&#34;heading-wear-glyph&#34;&gt;Chatper 26&lt;/span&gt; &lt;a href=&#34;#chatper-26&#34; class=&#34;heading-anchor&#34;&gt;#&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/h2&gt;&#xA;&lt;div class=&#34;admonition danger&#34;&gt;&#xA;&lt;p class=&#34;admonition-title&#34;&gt;_Unselfishness_&lt;/p&gt;&#xA;&lt;p&gt;Note, once again, the admirable work of our Philological Arm in&#xA;substituting the negative unselfishness for the Enemy&amp;rsquo;s positive Charity&lt;/p&gt;&#xA;&lt;/div&gt;&#xA;&lt;blockquote&gt;&#xA;&lt;p&gt;Big one for me&amp;hellip; hard to even process&lt;/p&gt;&#xA;&lt;/blockquote&gt;&#xA;&lt;div class=&#34;admonition warning&#34;&gt;&#xA;&lt;p class=&#34;admonition-title&#34;&gt;page 143&lt;/p&gt;&#xA;&lt;p&gt;In discussing any joint action, it becomes obligatory thta A should argue&#xA;in favour of B&amp;rsquo;s supposed wishes and against his own, while B does the&#xA;opposite&lt;/p&gt;&#xA;&lt;/div&gt;&#xA;&lt;div class=&#34;admonition abstract&#34;&gt;&#xA;&lt;p class=&#34;admonition-title&#34;&gt;Abstract&lt;/p&gt;&#xA;&lt;p&gt;Going out to eat, what to do tonight, etc&amp;hellip; simple things, not big ones&#xA;(like how to discipline our kids), is where this is just rampant in my&#xA;life&amp;hellip; I constantly and consciously say in my head &amp;ldquo;X will make my wife&#xA;happier even though I don&amp;rsquo;t want to&amp;rdquo; then after whatever &amp;ldquo;X&amp;rdquo; is, turns out&#xA;she didn&amp;rsquo;t really care or want it &lt;em&gt;OR&lt;/em&gt; she&amp;rsquo;s upset because she feels like a&#xA;nuisance to me&amp;hellip; Then the reality is I don&amp;rsquo;t actually know if I saw her as a&#xA;nuisance in that moment, or if I genuinely wanted to do what she wanted out&#xA;of love and charity&amp;hellip;&lt;/p&gt;&#xA;&lt;/div&gt;&#xA;&lt;div class=&#34;admonition warning&#34;&gt;&#xA;&lt;p class=&#34;admonition-title&#34;&gt;page 144&lt;/p&gt;&#xA;&lt;p&gt;He insists on doing &amp;lsquo;what the others want&amp;rsquo;. They insist on doing what he&#xA;wants. Passions are roused. Soon someone is saying &amp;lsquo;Very well then, I won&amp;rsquo;t&#xA;have any tea at all!&amp;rsquo;, and a real quarrel ensues with bitter resentment on&#xA;both sides.&lt;/p&gt;&#xA;&lt;/div&gt;&#xA;&lt;blockquote&gt;&#xA;&lt;p&gt;Happens all the freaking time, and at the end of it I&amp;rsquo;m left with &amp;ldquo;wtf just happened?&amp;rdquo;&lt;/p&gt;&#xA;&lt;/blockquote&gt;&#xA;&lt;h2 id=&#34;chatper-27&#34;&gt;&lt;span class=&#34;heading-wear-glyph&#34;&gt;Chatper 27&lt;/span&gt; &lt;a href=&#34;#chatper-27&#34; class=&#34;heading-anchor&#34;&gt;#&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/h2&gt;&#xA;&lt;blockquote&gt;&#xA;&lt;p&gt;TODO: Go through and make notes&lt;/p&gt;&#xA;&lt;/blockquote&gt;&#xA;&lt;h2 id=&#34;chatper-28&#34;&gt;&lt;span class=&#34;heading-wear-glyph&#34;&gt;Chatper 28&lt;/span&gt; &lt;a href=&#34;#chatper-28&#34; class=&#34;heading-anchor&#34;&gt;#&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/h2&gt;&#xA;</content>
    <author>
      <name>Nic Payne</name>
      <uri>https://pype.dev</uri>
    </author>
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